<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-723702308855644853</id><updated>2012-01-15T13:55:15.089-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Devin Alan Merrill BSME 97</title><subtitle type='html'>Life of an Energy Programmer who designed math engines for Temperance a drawing program that can be used for optics, Contractor/Extractor, Level of Interaction of Mechanics or Wisdom, Power Point Video Engine, MathCAD, a video conversion engine, Aura (Maxwell, Simplorer + ePhysics +?), molecular combustion or thermodynamic design of combustion engines, IV lamda or thermal deflection core, solar flare or atmosphere six strings and stopwatch timeclock</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://temperancegocart.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/723702308855644853/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://temperancegocart.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Devin Merrill</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-phX_fbZK9tI/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAAA/Wnplo9Omma8/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>1</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-723702308855644853.post-7613435709226789025</id><published>2011-11-28T19:11:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-15T13:55:15.112-08:00</updated><title type='text'>miscellaneous stories</title><content type='html'>&lt;div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"&gt;Devin Alan Merrill&lt;br /&gt;November 28th, 2011&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;156 Main Street Apt. 2&lt;br /&gt;Saco, Maine 04072&lt;br /&gt;(207) 229-9782&lt;br /&gt;devinalanmerrill@gmail.com&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my resume; http://devinmerrill.blogspot.com&lt;br /&gt;or a one page version;&amp;nbsp; http://dambsmesr.blogspot.com/ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While out fishing on a sandy beach when I was three or four years old eye was looking for a new spot to fish.  I was wondering which path was safer to walk down the beach passing my brother  or circle around the back of him.  Eye noted his cast placement prior to moving and eye wanted to see the hook at the end of the line at an extreme point to watch the hook as it slowed down when it changed direction.  When I was directly behind my brother he casted and he hooked my eyelid.   Father came over and took the hook out and said it was the last fishing trip.  We were not happy.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saint Georges preschool Chicopee Massachusetts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The First time I heard direction in the classroom I got up and selected a book from the shelf and read a passage along the lines of  if you give your energy away it will come back to you. When in the tunnels beneath the preschool we played kickball. I felt hey you come play so I walked to the corner then I was told observe before you pass after learning the movements of the students I went thru the class and got the ball and on my way back bounced it off the wall to get around one of the players without getting touched and felt again don't stop at me yet you will give it away.  I past the group observing in the corner and stopped at the last person a girl at the beginning of the tunnel.  We stared at each other with the ball at our feet and the session ended.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mother brought the three of us boy's out to the backyard of our Alvard Avenue second floor apartment to dig a hole for our father's catch on his fishing trip.  I wrote about my thoughts of the experience which needed a little adjustment around the new year of 2008. The journal was taken in Portland Maine when I was homeless. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Walked a girl from the preschool to Jane Alden’s whom asked if I was married. "How can you tell" "do you have a cover or a hood down there" and she motioned over her head doesn't look like it is covered "no" "you married a Kennedy" I gave her a stone I randomly picked up from the ground.  (she looks like Kristen Davis from my memory) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are lucky I spotted you who are you playing with?" Taft on Alvard Avenue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the street corner of Jane Alden's I got into a scramble with a young girl "You have no idea about my family" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went into my parents bedroom for the first time in my memory when I was four years old.  I noted the pearl necklaces and picked out a pair of jade earrings which I gave to my mother. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got an eye drop in one eye at the doctors right before the singing bridge in Chicopee the eye drop made me capable of blinking in that eye &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Moved to Brunswick Maine &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After we built model airplanes I imagined how the shape of the vessels effected the sound and the flight of the Intruder and Blackbird while my brother gave details of events that happened regarding the planes during the cold war. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Father and I had a side project of great importance we built a model with precision in private.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I remember getting plugged in the eye in the middle of the night by Amy Brown then she came back another night to strike the other eye.  I was dunked in the tub by her after telling her "mother uses a cup to rinse our hair". When I was playing outside days later I imagined chasing my energy that I lost from the dunking. Would it go up the hill or down?  Does it depend on if it was windy or not?  Where did the water go?  Is she near to collect it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We had goats milk one day for lunch yuck nobody liked the smell. We learned how to plug our noses and chug&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Moved to 24A Elm Street in Topsham Maine &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote Booger Report while at Saint John's people who keep boogers with hairs age gracefully &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I played tee ball I was hitting the ball where eye willed after practice halfway thru the season I was placed into little league for the first game where I did not know anyone. I hit a home run down the first base line and no one cheered. The ball curved around the base and landed at the foot of a tree at the edge of the woods. I was ordered to go back to first base by an opposing team player and he did not handle my humor with a proportional return. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Noted the buses changed alignment in the parking lot.  The numbers on the buses as well as the people in them were different. A Sky High contact escorted me to her house where I played with the Millennia Falcon from Star Wars. I was expecting a discussion rather playing with toys for entertainment. Mother picked me up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At Sky High she fed me something black which I spit up because of the texture.  Then I was plugged in the head from behind and the black gunk was thrown in my left eye "would you want to marry these lips" "worse comes to worse you will" "not so bad isn't it" "ain'ts not a word" "s is plural" "Rivers" "two in double back" "scat" "thirty one" "eye don't scare so easily" "those are your numbers what are mine" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We were taught that we could go in a circle on the monkey bars at Saint John's by an older girl right before I was transferred to Williams Cone School.  On the first day at the public school I was wrapped up and dropped from the monkey bars when I turned around by a boy that was much older and bigger and my left arm was fractured. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eye read a hidden language in the first grade history text according to the technique other books the class used were not as accurate.  Eye use to find the answer by skimming texts during class and the girl with red hair at the beginning of the row would answer with the same findings.  I thought I could hide the answer from her if eye wanted to.  One day she may have let me answer aloud for the first time to get a star because what she said to me was hot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My first read at the Topsham Public Library on Pleasant Street was a children's book about a mouse called a Mohawk.  I thought I needed to be more selective in my choice of books rather follow the footsteps of someone that went thru a wash to get word out about discovery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eye read titles of the books in the children's section for a selection when eye was five or six years old.  After eye skimmed the contents on the first page eye ran into a dense section of truths and eye spoke aloud describing my vision of what eye just read and how it related to the technique I devised from reading the first grade history book this is when eye saw a short duration black and white picture of Amy Melissa Nightingale in my eye and someone whispered "first knight".  The librarian demanded me to write what I had spoke down on a piece of paper.  I went outside and sat down on the sidewalk.  After writing down what I could remember starting near the ending of the vision I came across a section of a new vulgar sexual language that had no rhythm in my mind.  It was a translation that left me baffled and frustrated.  I could not believe that was the exchange for my vision it gave me no meaning but disgust and I threw a small tantrum. I let my feeling free to write for a proper translation best eye could for the exchange since I did not understand the meaning of these new words.  I realized I could not recover my thoughts which ended as fluid flow flowing thought.  I saw a beautiful blonde curly haired woman in my eye as well a guy that looked like the father from the TV series The Brady Bunch.  "I am going to give you to my most favorite cousin Jessica Simpson and she is going to be a most famous singer who will bury you.  You will never get out of it. Isabella will protect if you don't give her away."  This was my first conjunction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Carefully walked thru the Topsham Public Library and chose which book to read by skimming the titles.  The vision lead me to pick up Tolstoy since my name started with d I wanted to know why I was left out of the title so I solved the events for a told story a lettered solution and left a page in the book sometime later.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I shared my Tolstoy reading with a girlfriend with black curly hair some days later.  She told me that she was pleased to see me and we had so much work to do.  "First we have to strip one of your lines" she stated.  At first I thought she was talking about my genes how do you know I am yours and not someone else's? I questioned in my thought as she explained we need to remove the Mohawk. "You are Jesus I can see it in your lineage" she told me as she played with my hair.  I did not know who he was.  She did a waving hand gesture.  I acted in defense, "are you sure you have the right person?   "Yes, I am sure." she replied "So where do we go from here?" I asked.  The plan was to meet back here in a week and she never showed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I met a girl when I was about five or six that looked like Angelina Jolie while at a feast at Sky High.  She was standing right in front of her parents when she threw a slimy black thing in my mouth and I instinctually spit it out and it landed on the floor.  She really looked mad.  Then she turned on the charm and flirted with me,  "worse come to worse you can always marry these lips!"  She even puckered up and teased me.  We then surveyed the massive mounds of food and I saw a language I have never seen before.  The food had energy cells.  It was the coolest thing ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Annabelle Kaminski with her brother and parents walked past me while I was sitting on a spot in the doorway to the Public Library without saying hello.  I approached her on the playground some day later  when she was at the log cabin and she charged towards me.  I asked her if that was her brother with the glasses at the library and she told me not to call her brother four eyes.  Her statement was an accusation that I recognized.  One of my cousins made that statement while at home about people that wear glasses.  It changed my attitude on how to approach people.  I graduated high school with Annabelle and never spoke to her since the first grade cabin experience but I wanted to resolve the conflict by telling her my defense. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I understood how to translate languages and I made up my mind to figure out energy laws for volume in the second grade after being introduced to Newton's Laws.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Youth soccer gives credit where credit is due. At one point David Jayson Thibault acted as if I was the one that made the goal and I sort of was under a spell from his description. Sarah was the one who deflected the ball into the net so she was the last to touch the ball so she made the goal. We talked about this the following week in front of Coach Phillips who missed the game. I said I made two goals and an assist under the influence of Thibault but wanted to give Sarah credit immediately so I talked to her after practice to clear up the situation. Bottom line is Sarah scored the goal. It's weird how people can influence your impression by confluence. Maybe the real goal was to make an interesting conversation with Sarah to give a sophisticated impression. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stated "I am going to make a picture for that television" My uncle Chuck replied "what" I described further "the TV tube thing for the computer" he confirmed "that's a monitor" &lt;br /&gt;Thought up for transformation of geo fractional constructs the whole idea was to make a fractional chart for basic shape calculations or functions for computing a first step to bring shape or a picture to the tube.&lt;br /&gt;Was told to leave the scribble and I dropped it to the floor "where" "on the table" I picked up the message and placed it on the table "for who" "your wife" "oh did not know I was married" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Folded a piece of purple construction paper into an air plane from a pattern of triangles. I threw it straight with no drop or rise in elevation at slow or fast speeds in my surroundings in the kitchen. I wanted to analyze or describe the plane by checking all the angles to see if all the wings are necessary for different types of fluids.  I planned on checking the triangles for sound energy absorption.  I left the purple paper airplane on the table that evening.  The purple construction paper airplane disappeared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed resistor pattern concepts influenced by the primary color chart.  With a variable dial you can get many wavelengths or colors out of the device.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wrote how I was going to approach solving for energy the volume way as I walked home from the Topsham Public Library.  I named the writing yogurt blessing.&lt;br /&gt;Since a time before I watched Wallace throw a blackberry at me and it bounced off me going into his refrigerator. Wallace did not know where the berry went at first and after I told him it went into the refrigerator he found out it landed in a yogurt.  It was from my sight we found out where the berry disappeared.  It was from my perception on how I wanted to proceed evaluating energy laws.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eye saw the golden child in my eye when I did a financial analysis in the third grade and he ordered my understanding of the material.  There was exchange of thoughts that led to definition.  He was using tongues at the time to flip the brochure which was covered with whale sperm.   The contact went thru an island off the coast of France.  It was around this time a boy with black hair talked to me in the alcove in back of the school.  He had a unique language skill set like a priest and he knew my rhythm.  I never saw him again.  Sometime later during my third grade class a boy walked up behind me and touched me on the neck.  I was told that I made a big mistake and messed with the wrong person.  I was told that Tony Romo was going to date Jessica Simpson because of that and Tony was going to be the quarterback for the Dallas Cowboys.  I had no idea who they were at the time.  I asked the guy if I was really suppose to be with Jessica that you give Tony the cousin if this mean jerk planned on doing that.  The third grade class was split halfway thru the year and I was placed in another class where we did cursive which I was exempt after the first sheet because my brother taught me how to write in cursive some days before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother was crying and told me what they were going to do to me was not right as she gave me a social security number &lt;br /&gt;"What number did you get?"&lt;br /&gt;" 005"&lt;br /&gt;"But I am a 1" &lt;br /&gt;Was it the same person asking the same repetitive question, "is it A-l-l-e-n or A-l-a-n?" &lt;br /&gt;Mother said I was allergic to mushrooms and she was allergic to tomatoes I bet she was talking about the explosive and royal types. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ben Fournier aged prematurely in the fourth grade and has shared lineage?! with the boy that touched me.  This was a story I heard as intelligence that I received in the sixth or seventh grade. A fourth grader got a touchdown on the financial analysis?  Weird&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Imagined how to design a vessel all within how a word was written it was go-cart in fluid cursive motion and the word flowed with, sound and friction.  I called it Stealth or a solid metal integrating ties to the smallest or hydrogen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a boy ripped my notebook out of my hands it affected my mind &lt;br /&gt;A United States Citizen walked by and I told her about the situation. &lt;br /&gt;White lighters are bad luck. Leblanc fire forgery turned for a pot of gold. &lt;br /&gt;Leprechauns are going after my skunk works program turning it into cabbage. &lt;br /&gt;HBI maggot you have balls to go after me. &lt;br /&gt;Maggot pie Mona Lisa barter &lt;br /&gt;I need negotiations. &lt;br /&gt;I have more layers then the oil painting of Mona Lisa. &lt;br /&gt;Oils of life. What am I a ghost? &lt;br /&gt;It’s the Sampson Simpson picture eh a &lt;br /&gt;I am home run little league bumped up halfway thru tee-ball and I hit the tree down the first base line &lt;br /&gt;"Dam faggot gave me an and already" simple son I isn't so simple &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Influenced by the gyroscope and toy rockets I designed a variable inertia summation equation using an approximation method and came up with concepts like JDAM as a last resort to diplomatic measures and bombs that explode before they hit the ground bunker buster a needle impulse bomb and a receiver swivel head rocket for increased control on a piece of scrap paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My notes disappeared and I did not get credit for the designs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leach's grandson Jason York held the key to earlier designs I always thought he was referring to a resistor layout but it was the word transceiver for guidance it was a clue he told me that day and then it appeared like he stopped visiting his grandmother my next door neighbor. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I thought up the word stealth based off of the written design of the word go-cart for material ties to the smallest elements and wrote it down.  What are planes made out of steal or some other lighter metal material like aluminum.  Absorption or fluidic distance sound ties to energy.  Air or acoustics where the lines are drawn for ties to hydrogen or the smallest elements in the atmosphere based on material properties and shapes.  Planes are made from metal alloys but the shell of the space ship is ceramic.  Odd huh, guess where it all starts soils 01, switch to flow its natural frequency and sound designs of ceramics or glass as insulators.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Explained vocally to my class during recess lineup a communication pattern and wrote it down even in inverse reverse one time on paper&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed an extractor program which the contractor process could do a command while a function based on a mathematical pattern timed the operation by speed of the calculation process to close the operation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Questioned ohms law by testing it on stereo equipment and noting resistance was based on the length of wire going to the speakers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote a video drawing program for the computer.  I translated input from the Adam keyboard and game control pad which was used for a tape drive game called Buck Rogers to the monitor for drawing pictures.  There was too much heat and static coming from the monitor which was a waste of energy.  I decided to use the word temperature for the programs structure along with laws of nature.  With an etch a sketch as inspiration on how to write the geometry part of the math I used single horizontal and  vertical lines with an arc of variable design between the two lines with an offset origin to create freedom for the game control pad input.  Light bright was another inspirational tool which showed how to design a picture from dots.  I created Temperance by designing and typing the drawing program with variable equations.  I was planning on using Temperance for optics by writing part of the program in reverse if needed; to see as the metal flow.  I wrote a variable color equation on a piece of paper and used defined colors as a filter in the program because I was afraid what the monitor would emit.  I did not want the tube to explode either.  I planned on using the variable color statement after designing a projection device that I understood so wavelengths can be properly filtered out.  The next day I figured out how to make the three dimensional part of the math but the dog pissed on the computer before I could advance the program.  Mind was purged from space at a later time thru my frontal lobe and the plan was to make your own project with Temperance and call it something else like fast or quick draw fastest gun in the west.  "don't tell me I won't kill that kid for that property" "loser"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After remembering a previous resistor design layout I created which was being used in the Adam computer the event reconditioned my mind to create a handful of resistor layouts concepts with proportional factors influenced by simple color designs input and output&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dominated sand pit football during fifth grade elementary school recess as a rotating quarterback by describing simple shifting offensive blocking schemes integrated with receiver and halfback route adjustments as play calls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jerry Wallace tied me up to a tree and used hair spray and a lighter to produce a flame which he glanced at my skin he told me there was nothing to be afraid of.  To have no fear.  He scorched my torso and I saw tiny hair follicles grow.  I didn't want hair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Colby Wallace asked if I was hairy.  I lifted up my shirt and said "no" but what do you see.  "if you have hair follicles you will be hairy when you get older.  I have them and I am going to be a hairy bastard."  Wonder if you can tell shared lineage that way?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jerry Wallace used a pair of  pliers and twisted my left nipple till I fell to my knees.  So I borrowed his full face leather ski mask until a later date.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One day when visiting Jerry Wallace he told me a story in his driveway about the world was full of infectious diseases or "STD's" and that those people end up at AMHI and that I should be careful and use condoms.  "AMHI?"  "Augusta Mental Health Institution and they have cleaners that start the boilers."  "Then maybe that is your voyage but that is not mine.  I am a vessel designer and do not choose to go down that path.  I will be cautious in who I date and if it does happen that is the path I am sent down I will figure out the world to bring me back.  Maybe I am the one for the job but I don't think so.  My work is too important and I can bring those people back if needed once my work is completed."  I did not want to listen to the rest of the story rather live by carpe diem seize the day and be selective or cautious who I date or mate with. I sung "today’s the greatest day I ever known" (happenstance or similar worlds?)  I rather be optimistic as I walked thru the wooded area path to cross the field back to my house.  I wonder if they heard me? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I was ten years old I broke the growth plate in my ankle sledding on an icy day eye saw white light I was planning on meditating and collecting my energy but my brother told me to stand up.  I thought he was teaching me another lesson like cursive and the approximation method in math so I stood up and came across and incredible pain that brought me to tears.   It was the lack of knowledge of mechanics that led me to use one break instead of two.  Then again I was going to pick up two sticks but my brother told me not to and finally gave up his broken brake to be used with my sled since he would not lend his own. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We watched the Chronicles of Narnia at Sky High; The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe and we discussed which characters we associated with rather than be assigned a character as was the opening by Ben Fournier. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Transfer from Williams Cone Elementary School in Topsham to Mount Ararat High School &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote a letter of application to West Point highlighting some of my designs when I was younger. I placed the envelope on the back door window for my father to see when he came home from the Army or his job whichever he was at, at the time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aunt Marylou gave me two berets one was light blue the other a tan cord. Mother told me to speak to Grand meme LeMay about those hats and what she says is only meant for you not the other children. Grand Meme LeMay told me that one was a French Diplomats hat "what did I do to deserve this" and I showed her the hats "a word much too powerful to describe" "its math isn't it" this was at the age of twelve or thirteen &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Colby Wallace told me the light blue cap was UN Military probably FFL or French Foreign Legion if I was registered as a Diplomat thru France "a Diplomat are you sure about that" Colby ended up going to France with his parents the next summer and said he had the time of his life.  He also reached puberty when he was away.  It was a shock to see him grown up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My stuff started disappearing from my room like my Casio watch with a sub game on it and my external frame backpack. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whatever you do you do not want to lose us we are the weights and measurements division &lt;br /&gt;-- Ronald MacDonald Club -- seventh grade &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother stopped talking to me after I waxed my skis &lt;br /&gt;I started working with my father building houses and cabinets &lt;br /&gt;Thought I needed more social interaction with people my age during these years &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eric Glass and Uncle Dennis and his son Jason and I were at the bottom of The Servant Shop and we discussed vessel design and material selection and believe you me x will end up in a box in this here corner yet I did not know what he was talking about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rod use to show everyone that walked thru the front door in Topsham a picture of us three boys when we were younger. He use to point out the size of my head.  Mother use to call me pumpkin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fabio's first fifteen sentence introduction to the television were my original thoughts from when I was introduced to a new language when being interviewed for designing Temperance then my words faded and it became his own experiences with a blended rhythm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed variable sound absorption methods for stealth when I was working on designing a monitor device with variable frequency filters to display my drawing program which I called plasma or good wavelengths for biology.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Use to hang out where two heads meet with Dave Trufant and his girlfriend Lisa we watched a bunch of porn with Kevin Whitney's daughter where we never touched and there was a carnivore ending deep in the rain forest called Emerald Jungle.  Kevin use to call me a small one and tell me the secrets of some fathers and what they do to their daughters and how to construct a layered ordeal "whatever do not if you can't get a girl get a Bowdoin boy do dah do da" Dave got caught in a net while diving for oysters and drowned some years later after Lisa's aunt made accusations that I figured it out after I was shown what Temperance can do on a camera. It could capture the photon and give a clear picture at a rapid speed if there were no limits set for certain variables. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Part of a group that resolved variable hydrology or energy equations in the back of physical science class during free time we translated a problem that was outlined by a diagram based on battery containers and conditions of energy influence like explosions such as natural frequency I translated the math for volume using the sphere equation we also discussed the mapping for the variable program I was pegged immediately and was faded out by Sarah Hornbeck and the map was taken by a laughing David Jayson Thibault and Carl Askegreen were part of the event.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before there was a boy scout bridge that crossed the stream behind the elementary school there was a log that I sat on with Jerry Wallace one day he had a dime bag or quarter at the time "I really wanted to help you out and get you high for the first time" I did not feel a thing Jerry on the other hand was wasted I could tell by his eyes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lisa told me "you do not have to pay for it" when handling a raspberry wine cooler. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ninth grade English class Mrs. Herd asked the class to do a research paper on the US Constitution she said to be creative and use your imagination we wrote imaginary stories and used the US Constitution as a guideline Jayson D. Thibault rewrote his as a serious research paper I handed mine in as a drifting fart in because that is what the teacher asked for. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Transformers the cartoon I was bumble bee when optimus prime and megatron were offering new vessels.  My mind was opened up.  It was not an out of body experience it was more like experiencing intense energy communication levels.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went on a LeBlanc vacation to Ocean City Maryland when I was about thirteen or fifteen we stopped at a nuclear engineering firm that Joe worked at in Massachusetts to get a family picture when we on Fourth Street in Ocean City at the condo a device was placed on my forehead after I felt pinging in my mind and my decision to say no was altered to yes although I don't think it mattered with the time the time given to me to respond to the action was short I did not want to get in tuned with metal although communication with their niece who looks like Jessica Sarah Parker.  The communication was friendly and unbelievable it was based off of what I was working on already in my creative imagination dream state or what we wanted to study and Temperance it was about building our vessel.  Event that occurred in Ocean City Maryland on fourth or fifth street.  When I first stood up my first step was in the opposite direction as intended.  Made a law.  We ate at two awesome restaurants.  The waitress that served us King Crab was an especially beautiful person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jayson Thibault who sort of looks like Horatio Nelson covered up the truth in cooking that I did not prepare a meal at home it was a chicken dinner with potatoes and corn and a glass of milk that I wrote down to bring up discussion about the school system prying into a families dietary needs stating that the food prism was balanced when people are from different regions and have different needs it's an allergic discussion that was interrogated when I was trying to relay the information to Sarah. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Noted that language was the reason for a girls reply in CCD at Saint John's. The girl looked like she wanted to answer differently.  I was in the middle of explaining to her how to disarm the word trap when asked a question in that manner when Jason Swinbourne intruded and threaten to beat me up with his five sisters.  I asked him to respect my description that I was giving her a choice.  He threatened to out peg me.  If he would shut up he may learn something.  I felt a surge in my brain.  The surge felt like an attack or someone walking on my mind. Swinbourne had a device that was powerful.  I could feel the energy emitting from it.  Conflicts with Swinbourne continued into the home economics department at Mount Ararat High School and on the soccer field.  Swinbourne was preying on my actions and did not account for reasoning or feeling.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Consistently corrected the tenth grade Algebra teacher Merriman throughout the semester from incorrect law associations to fluent path solutions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My father was a Second Lieutenant in the Army that tested for Captain I saluted him he told me the biggest war was here in the United States.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote variable helix equations while in my bedroom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a place behind the elementary school in a group of tall pines we called five stones. My brother Rod climbed a tall pine one night breaking branches and feeding the fire below after he got about forty feet high there was no other way down so he jumped into the fire which was about six feet high. Later in the evening Rod struck me cracking my jaw when I was sitting down Indian style on a dark path talking to Megan Fournier. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Noted during a Captain Kangaroo broadcast that there was a rhythm marker in his language that took advantage of audiences feelings.  The words gave me ghosted feelings of an experience that I never had.  I felt the language it was abuse crossed my arms and walked away from the TV thoughts to feelings.  I look like Dewey Nelson's son Jacob when I look into a funny mirror and Dewey looks like Captain Kangaroo.    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jacob Nelson approached my house I greeted him as Napoleon my nickname at the time and spoke to him about comradely a friendship and working together to resolve past issues particularly family conflicts if any.  So where does Jacob change to Jake noting a cross. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thought up math designs for the Radial and Cartesian engines to sweep for sound transmissions.  &lt;br /&gt;I called the math foundation for the system search point blank mind sweep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed elliptical and circular skateboard ramps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rich Burt had a skateboard ramp dropped off on our property I told Kevin Whitney one of my father's employees I wanted nothing to do with the layered ordeal.  Bare with me he asked seventeen times as he added layers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A man stopped by the house who looked kind of like Bill Gates and Trip Sinot when I was skating on the half pipe in the back yard. He said he like gardening using an auger. I asked if he liked using computers. He replied he liked old fashion hand calculations for hydrology; "Auger and the Mole."  He stated, "I know it was you".  I was unsure what he was talking about at the time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I use to skate with my brothers Rod and Heath, Clint and Craig Hensley, Rich and Jim Burt, Mike and Steve LeBlanc, Jake Nelson, Dan Gardiner even Dan J and Abe stopped in among many others. One day Gardiner invited over a hundred people to my house for a shin dig. Some of my skateboard tricks were cab to tail, multiple grab airs, kick flips, saran wrap, nose picks my favorites was big ollie disasters, no handed backside airs, blunts with and without hands and no-complies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a soda keg of seven up in my father's garage.  One day Dan Gardiner asked if I wanted to drink the syrup.  I told him no.  The soda needed to be mixed.  I did not like drinking soda to begin with.  Dan asked again on another day and I told him I didn't want to drink the soda.  Dan persisted and we each took a sip.  I ended up rinsing with water immediately. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was at the hog ramp in Bowdoinham looking at some magazines and Dan Gardiner told me not to steal.  I was still upset about the soda keg incident and Dan was telling me what to do again when the comment was not justified.  I had no intent to steal to begin with.  I put the magazines in his car with his knowledge while still on the property to give him some layers.  I thought he would put the magazines back right away.  Maybe it was the information in the magazine which he was talking about.  It would be weird if we were all wired that way and information could be toggled between people. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While on our 24A Elm Street driveway in Topsham my mother foreshadowed, "people appearances change; moles fall off and people gain weight". &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Told Jayson D Thibault more than ten times repetitively in front of a fire on his property that I did not sleep with Amy Lyn Freeman before giving him a sarcastic "yes is that what you wanted to hear from me" in front of Jim Burt who just walked in on the feedback.  Billy McQuaid was near during the entire incident although at a distance across the fire.  I did after all fall asleep in her presence before. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yours mine &lt;br /&gt;what’s mine in mine&lt;br /&gt;what’s yours is yours&lt;br /&gt;what’s yours in mine&lt;br /&gt;what’s mine in mine &lt;br /&gt;rhythm n verse &lt;br /&gt;pigmy headhunters &lt;br /&gt;sailor’s stern warning &lt;br /&gt;this is our cat &lt;br /&gt;my mind your rhythm my words &lt;br /&gt;what happened to our minds &lt;br /&gt;you better understand our discussion argument credit y me &lt;br /&gt;gone fishing&lt;br /&gt;done fishing &lt;br /&gt;Steve LeBlanc &lt;br /&gt;twisted sister &lt;br /&gt;imagine &lt;br /&gt;salt pit&lt;br /&gt;pepper money  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Built Joe Leblanc’s house with my father and Dave Meadows in the middle of winter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Foreshadow during soccer practice a prelude about feeling and muscle rub "believe us it will happen" when Csuba and Jayson were talking about a burning sensation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While driving my father's blue van there was an incident on Elm Street near the intersection of Pleasant Street in Topsham while Jake Nelson and I were conversing.  He was telling a new story on an old rhythm while I was telling a story of my own in which my words did not falter.  I noted changes in locations were parts of my mind were accessed and felt events being described in an awful way.  People that use languages in that fashion are usually shunned.  I tried to warn my girlfriend Amy thru her brother Josh Freeman of the path that the switch read was going down.  I tried to inform how my language was being changed by weaving description to the situation within an old story.  The switch weaving action highlighted a crude change in choice words.  Disney is stronger. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote four different high school yearbook entries. The first two writings disappeared. Planned on handing the last two summaries which were different in presentation to Shauna but ran into a friend of Dan Gardiner’s; Nina Northrup said she would take care of it since she was part of the yearbook committee. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jake Nelson made percussion with his tongue and the roof of his mouth when I was on the other side of the room the feeling walked on mixed memories a different pattern then my thoughts that normally accessed that portion of my mind some being those of Rebekah and Jessica Freeman.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thru Forrest Pratt Zam Zamora showed me a graph which was of measured results of the most radioactive substance and told me if I ever write the equations that predicted the flow to let him know.  The graph looked similar to Figure Sixteen from my rendition of Complete Nonlinear Magnetic-Thermal-Stress Design of Radial Field Multipole NdFeB Permanent Magnet Cylinder.  I planned on changing the title of the rendition to Introduction to Aura. &lt;br /&gt;I was one of two players that received an All State Lacrosse Certificate on the Eagles Lacrosse Team the other person was Jamie Magno.  Our team won the Maine High School Lacrosse League in 1992.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Escorted shoppers at the Navy Decca Commissary bagging groceries for cash in Topsham.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was not tricked into believing that my work was common or nothing and when I wanted a straight response I was mind blur material this was a layered event thru the years and seventh grade was last memory of discussing what I did when I was younger before I went into a cover. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Graduate from Mount Ararat High School in 1992 Topsham, Maine &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Graduation party fell asleep after drinking a wine cooler that Clint Hensley or Mike LeBlanc gave me to give to Sarah she said she was allergic to the berry so I drank it and it knocked me out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Told Lauren Heinz of a vision of a hot air balloon that I saw in her window it was flat with no dimension but brilliant with many different areas when I spent the night at her house. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nina Northrup showed up at the house in West Bath and signed me up to go to the University of Maine at Orono by filing out the paperwork to be accepted.  At that time I was planning to take a year off to prepare for school by visiting some campuses or I was going to join the military. I had my mind set on Syracuse architectural school but wanted to design some engineering programs for building my house and vehicles so I decided to go to the University of Maine for engineering.  I was thinking about civil or mechanical engineering and transferring schools later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With arms outstretched I dove over a four foot concrete railing and landed in the water on my feet as I did a flip in the air without crunching my body.  A Christ dive where I only moved my head by nodding a little bit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the beginning of Introduction to Thermodynamics Course in 199x James Susec drew a picture of a volume on the chalkboard which he announced he did not know if this was going to work that he got it from Nightingale. The picture was from my creation in my dream state from Elm Street in Topsham so I told the class what I had in mind to solve for energy the volume way. From my dream, reference materials and Introduction to Mechanics class interaction I designed theories on volume analysis for variable mass flow. I noted the equations as limits for combustion and cohesion. These descriptions were based on fan charts and mathematical volume descriptions with law associations. Noted the rest of the class was working in two dimensions. One person was on the right path for one of his equations. &lt;br /&gt;I believed that this was the reasoning behind the blackout poisoning in 1993.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote down a theorized solution to a doughnut problem for calculus in the fall semester of 1992 group members for the calculus class were Adam Babbage and Becky &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Equated variable descriptions for water steam condensing phase statements which were written as known in a text at the time by substituting mathematical conversions based on proofs to create an engine for a new molecular theorem for weather conditions. I wanted to check the math theory by testing the cycle by measuring the system. I thought that this would be a great experiment to run for graduate study and wanted to talk to a professor or my advisor about the project. I theorized from the math that vapor needed to be taken out of the engine cycle description in the spring of 1993 in order for the theorized weather engine system to work from the already known statements that described the phases. Other research may need to be done in order to evaluate vapor if it existed and to what degree for different types of fluids. (this description was in my personal journal (pj)) seven of nine infinity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An English teacher asked a question that I thought there were two ways of approaching by asking someone or proper research then I thought three ways if I had experience I could just write the answer so was this question right for me to answer?  Did it pertain to what I wanted to know?  Now I was up to four different ways to answer the question with a question. During the process of understanding these ways I came across the logic behind dyslexia and schizophrenia and how they are actually spelled and the indications within the English language that suggest tact on how to handle behavior based on sequences of pronunciation within rhythm of communications. I wrote on a few pieces of paper and summarized the pronunciations behind such descript that effect the mind when done in certain sequences I dubbed the summary that could possibly neglect fluent interactions as Satan’s notes (pj 1993).  I caught Greg Fortin reading my personal journal and he ripped a page out.  The question already had a perfect answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Imagined how energy is transferred from object to object and thru the air for consistent materials then I wrote an English summary for heat transfer in my personal journal to separate the language from biology translations&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote an English timeclock stopwatch instruction for later conversion to math for a time engine for my programs I was in the process of writing in the spring of 1993 I wanted to complete this clock when I was finished with the other descriptions to create a cycle to bring me back to the beginning of my journey to tie the whole project together (pj)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then I remembered I designed a few programs typing them all out in FORTRAN in a few days which I had no sleep while attending the University of Maine my freshman year at Orono now it’s the spring of 2009.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed by programming the Level of Interaction of Mechanics.  I then designed a video engine program core similar to the first program but for visual displays called Power Point.  I then programmed a math smart engine called MathCAD a powerful tool which has a similar engine characteristics to the previous two programs.  I decided to call the Level of Interaction of Mechanics program Wisdom.  I wrote by typing a fourteen page explanation about the programs capabilities and limitations and signed the summary Justification of Devin Alan Merrill or JDAM.  I concluded that there were three areas in the mechanics theory that needed further study for possible changes explaining fluidic structure or cefs to give clarity in variable flow in those areas such as the math dialects between friction and viscosity.  After some sleep I typed out a difficult video engine translation for shape input to pixels.  I was thinking of leaving a variable n out of the description at the very ending of the program but it turn out to be a c so I left the ending as a c and planned on attaching the program to the end of the others.  A little humor to c everything.  I wanted a personal computer prior to running the core programs and creating interfaces and seeing everything that I worked on come to light but I don't remember what happened.  I forgot about the programs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The need for the adjustment of values paper for a new approach to a math education writing from the resulting discovery of the Level of Interaction of Mechanics Program outlines the need for the change of education values for more freedom may curse one or many because it outlines methodologies of certain other lifestyles or study habits giving way to a nine to five regiment or as the clock cycle goes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before poisoning or theft with no proportional returns &lt;br /&gt;Hung out with Nate Nelson and his friend from camp Mark.&lt;br /&gt;Saw someone that looked like Josie Tierney she told me to go away she was typing the same time I was and I tested her timing.&lt;br /&gt;Spoke to Forrest Pratt about one of the programs and publications copyrights he told me he would take my addendums and give me revisions. &lt;br /&gt;Talked to Alan from high school told him about programs one I did not want to publish until I got a handle on the situation it was more of a personal work because it described my thought process capabilities also told him it was a tale of two discs one was operation then other instruction an explanation of capabilities I wanted to get a party together before handing over the discs.&lt;br /&gt;Asked the woman at the front desk of York Hall how to get a hold of a publisher looking back at her anatomy now she looks like she could be Jennifer K William's sister I remember getting a rhythm peg when in the woman’s presence and she use to hang out with Dustin &lt;br /&gt;Spoke to the female Resident Assistant that lived on the floor and hinted about certain languages told her I was looking to be published. &lt;br /&gt;Remember some interaction with the Resident Director.  I was planning on getting my own room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;J. Susec asked me to walk with him to introduce the president I thought it was the president of the university in the fall of 1992.  Susec introduced me to a son of George Bush he called himself the real president and I spoke to him about my explanation of what I had solved for that being variable volume mass flow energy equations.  He asked me to write it down we wrote a D that could have turned into an R was it democrat or republican and I told him I did not know and asked if it mattered.  I added two legs to the mark. I had no clue why can't we work together it looks like a backpack my soccer number was 11.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(back in the winter or spring of 2010 George Bush talked to me briefly over the airwaves and told me that if I did not mention his brother he would give me Heidi.  I was being tortured at the time with bad food, electric shocks, memory wraps and sleep deprivation.  I saw a picture of Bush in my eye he told me I could not prove anything with those pathways gone.  Then Bush's picture in my eye started to morph.  It looked like Chris from an opposing soccer team at UMO and Greg Fortin from my freshman year.  The body had an adventure hat on and sort of looked like Harrison Ford who boasted he has never been caught.  They were invading my privacy which got me kicked out of the apartment.  I ended up on the road where I heard a man's voice telling me his daughter was having sex again.  This is when I started to sleep again.  There was no timeline given)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother called me acting excited and asked me if I would walk her down the aisle when I inquired who she was planning on marrying she had no immediate reply and acted glum so I tried to cheer her up make her think a little and hopefully give me a reply. I was expecting a response or pickup by her suitor to introduce himself but they had a private ceremony. She acted more freely when she was dating the other guy the month before. I then fell ill and was coughing up green phlegm and blood for about two to three weeks when it was evident that people in my surroundings understood that I had made some serious discoveries. When I met Kenyon he told me a story of a war victory in which he attacked a group of people with different language which were from another part of the country I thought it was a hit and run waiting to bite him in the ass and my response was to tell him a similar story in which I avoided fighting by communicating. Kenyon then made statements and avoided responses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I thought Kenyon was allergic to my mother if she was my mother she had gained significant weight in a few months and her mole was missing she warned me that her appearances would change back in high school on Elm Street thoughts from 1993-94 was she an agent &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Serious attacks occurred during this time period.   I coughed up green phlegm and blood.  My mind was attacked by unknown forces.  I received an engagement ring in the soup from the York Hall Diner.  A girl said it was for the designer of stealth; pick your poison Guinness don't eat the hotdog its poison.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After poisoning &lt;br /&gt;Went to Cutler Health Center about 15 minutes before closing and was turned away because the Physician already left.  I could barely stand at the time. &lt;br /&gt;Ran into Ben Dwyer from high school who lived on the same floor but a different wing in York Hall he mentioned he hung out with Sarah Hornbeck.  Ben was also fascinated with Albert Einstein.  Ben hung out with Red / Eric and a guy with black hair &lt;br /&gt;Mark Mueller came into the picture when Greg Fortin introduced him.  Mark's father was a rocket scientist from Raytheon.  We hung out with Christina.  I slept with Christina's girlfriend one night in her Bangor dorm room.  We listened to Rastafarian yellow man music a tape the guy from the west coast that had blonde hair.  Christina was dating Eddie a guy that always hung out up on hilltop &lt;br /&gt;Chris a politician a friend of Greg Fortin always talked to just Greg Fortin and some girl in the dorm with curly auburn hair. &lt;br /&gt;Sal Mena a Resident Assistant borrowed my stapler and hole punch then denied he ever borrowed them. &lt;br /&gt;Met people that lived in Colvin Hall at the York Hall Diner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote about my feelings to get my mind back in sync after being sick a letter in which I referenced many friends wrote AF on the envelope woke up from sleep and ripped it up wondered why then readdressed it several times finally sent it to Nina thought she would address it properly and give it to one of those friends. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Worked with my father building cabinets at Windham Millwork during three University breaks two in the summer and one around Christmas&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Told Nina Northrup no, that I would not sleep with her ninety seven times and counting in the summer of 1993 and asked for my letter back which she declined.  One time she confided and told me that she had a serious issue and showed me a fridge with parts every pet she ever owned died she later went on to threaten me by letting me know that she was going to make my life miserable because there is nothing wrong with you its curable but nobody wants anything to do with you. I won't let them cure you cause you’re the devil. Isn't it up for the doctors to decide? By the way my name is Devin. &lt;br /&gt;Nina's parents were accountants that worked for Bath Iron Works and her Grandmother was rich family from Connecticut and by the way she was smarter than me accounting to her. Nina also spoke about how she likes using sensitive sound equipment to check to see how life interacts. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed a throwing device with a computer program that came with the design text and a piece of scratch paper. The throwing device can act as a tennis ball server that had an adjustable arm for increased accuracy.  Professor Messier noted me as the only one in the class to come to that solution.  There were many angles to the thoughts behind the design that I developed.  One angle was the selection of dynamics or the physical design for the device.  Another angle was a math process in which optimization of the size of the device for the range was the goal for the thought cycle that I did not thoroughly complete or come to finite definition for that particular design.  This led to a second process or math design for spitting numbers to make a map for the input and output for the range of the machine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Playing soccer Shane Dugan served me a ball I spotted it above my right shoulder and did a three sixty twisting flip spin and landed on my feet saw the ball bounce over a shoe that was used for a goal post a type of bicycle kick. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While playing an indoor game Jake Nelson served me a perfect ball I pulled in the defender by a fake left footed shot and curled the ball with my right toes as I spun the defender slid I struck the ball with the outside of my left foot on the completion of the spin and the ball elevated above the fallen defenders legs and past the goalies outstretched arms to the upper right hand corner of the net. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;During another indoor soccer game while I was sprint dribbling down the left sideline I used my right foot and flicked the ball past the outside of my left leg down the line with a figure four maneuver to ice the charging defender as I breezed through midcourt. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While at the university a male that was in the physics department and was of Asian descent showed me the Duke Nuke'um video game in the Boardman Hall computer lab. He told me we can do so many things with the math. "You don't remember!" He exclaimed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leah Rivers Evans approached me and told me exactly what I thought about engineering word for word and I felt it was odd to give her a spontaneous response to another degree.  I wish I followed her to tell her I had the same fluent thoughts and feelings but I was stunned as she walked away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tanya Preston gave me a Jimi Hendrix The Ultimate Experience CD after the best Christmas I had during school.  She knocked me about one night because I went to wet my whistle with a little ice cream when she went to the bathroom because the conversation was getting a bit heavy.  She rattled me with words and I was stunned for I did not know how to respond to what seemed to me an incomplete phrase.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amy M Nightingale told me what to look out for when having sex.  Her doctor told her to get a good look to check for little bumps on the rim of the penis but the language suggested the bumps maybe the only thing not dangerous it messed up my performance.  Nightingale fathers favorite fighter is Mohammad Ali fly like a butterfly and sting like a bee.  I got the impression she wanted a fluent fighter. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forrest Pratt dropped off a few boxes with my belongings at the Nelsons on Elm Street when I was working for Admiralty Painting in the summer of 94.  I noted one box was missing and my posters were not among the possessions delivered.  When I think about how I handled moving what I owned during my college years this memory is out of place.  I stored my possessions in the Colvin Hall attic that year and the year before my father picked me up from school and the year after I left my possessions in my apartment in Orono.  Forrest Pratt's story was he drove in the middle of a fierce lightning storm with rain showers and he jumped a telephone pole with his car and he kept right on going in the pouring rain.  I did not recall any recent thunderstorms at the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amy M Nightingale started dating a neighbor named Greg after throwing a pot luck dinner block party in which I was not invited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went white water canoeing on the Penobscot River with a neighbor Chris who lived on the other section of road for the lower parts near the river just down the tracks.  The first run went well but on the second run down the rapids the canoe got sucked under our bodies and at one point I looked down and saw the canoe submerged under the water and my feet.  We ended up swimming to an island shore and the canoe was at the other end of the rope which was in my hand with no floatation.  The canoe somehow popped up to the surface.  I told thoughts of my experience to Jen Favreau; a poetic rendition.  Jen and I then visited Aimee who was like a screech owl when she gave me the same prayer as Rebekah Freeman two years before; I fainted to Jens arms as she escorted me away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went on hiking trips with Heidi Ludwig, Deidre Heaton and Dan Gardiner in the fall of 1994. We baked apple pies from the apples we gathered from a friendly person's apple tree and made Fettuccini Alfredo from scratch. One day we climbed up a crack on the side of a cliff.  We also went bouldering thru the trees.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrote a constant energy equation translating phases thru substances fluently for design class. I noted that the number assigned to the problem was changed from even to odd and that the lengthy solution was an exact print in the back of the design textbook after grading in the fall of 1994.  I called the problem magic wand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asked for signatures at the coffee shop in the student union to mark the understanding that capacitance release rates for materials are values rather than ranges in November of 1994.  With this understanding magnetic thermal stress theory was developed predicting the energy engineering equations for a section of the solid modeling engine making magnetic thermal stress analysis possible.  A heat transfer program was later developed in the spring of 1997 for a thermal check of the electrical thermal dialect translation used in 1994 for fluid integration and possible arrangements of fractional developments in the rise of C13 or c birth resolution/s locations within the electrical thermal dialect.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The absolute solid modeling math description is a multiple material value body association interaction and deformation program which sections can also be used for creative video designs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed the core of the Aura (Maxwell &amp;amp; Simplorer &amp;amp; ePhysics \ io + ? ) button program by typing the engineering video program to 49 pages in FORTRAN on November 19th, 2009.  The program has the capacity to show video results for multiple bodies of applied force interactions on consistent isolinear materials or the interaction of materials without applied forces that are defined thru material description and geometry.  When the program comes across a difference in value for the defined Cbirth (C13)  the analysis will send the area in question to a subroutine that resolves the situation by quick value decisions thru advanced vector number integration based on the materials in question.  Thru algebraic magnetic thermal stress theory the calculations of the program solves for resulting energy and possible material deformation or changes in values such as temperature and stress.  The results of the program are based on the input of three or four values of concentrated equations for material description, Ro and geometry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dan Gardiner picked me up with his vehicle right after I completed the program core. We went to the Field House to play floor hockey. I left my backpack in his vehicle. After the game we noted our packs were stolen. Dan thought Todd Radowski may have taken our packs as a joke. &lt;br /&gt;We reported our backpack stolen to the Campus Police on the evening of November 19th, 2009. I told the officer about my solid modeling program that I designed earlier that weekday.  I had a copy of the program in my pocket on a 3.5" disk. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I formatted Dan Gardiners portable Atek or Asus~  computer and executed the program. The program worked as expected; flawlessly perfect and speed of execution process was faster than anticipated.  I wrote an English section at the end of the program directing people not to write before the lines in the engineering section.  I explained that the math problem a volume description that needed to be solved should be placed at the end of the program.  I actually wrote before the lines in the engineering section after I wrote the splurge for a user interface handle on a function for right angle shells and offset highlight lines for visual edge clarity. &lt;br /&gt;The visual tools which are part of the user interface were under development when the program was stolen (50-51+ total pages). Some of the tool descriptions I was working on include; force resultant depictions, frequency legends, shells for ballistic profiling, offset outlines based on a center line for structure highlights so you can see the edge of materials, casting processes based off of object shell minus object mold with moving portions to expand the modeling casting process, visual clipping planes to chop an object on an axis and a crafted toggle switch to loop around the engineering solution section.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I first wrote a short straight verbal explanation for my program's introduction presentation. I thought the explanation needed adjustments to make it more fluent in the common tongue to address an audience that would use the program.  I spent the next day after completing the program core in the University of Maine's Fogler Library doing research on magnetics with thermal references. The idea was to cover the thermal magnetic material by examining publications already written on the subject to give credit to people that were on the right track with their mathematical descriptions to solve for the complex problems. What I discovered was that the explanations of the problems were difficult to follow without visual aids or pictures of the system being discussed and there was a gap in knowledge in which few were on the right path and no one solved to the extent that I understood.  That day on November 20th, 1994 I wrote a few research renditions with the library references which I did not plan on publishing until the language reverted back to a correct fluent verbal description of my program Aura.  I  used verbal descriptions to show the difference in presenting the program's possible verbal complexity to a definite visual simplicity. I planned to write the fourth and final thermal magnetic research rendition straight and fluent with mathematical volume expressions as common depictions.  I never got the chance to complete the research by typing my final thoughts on the fourth rendition out fluently.  I named parts of the Aura program Maxwell, ePhysics and Simplorer while working on the third rendition.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also stopped by student placement office on November 20th 1994. I found the contact for the Nuclear Management Commission to be the Ansoft Corporation and a person from the Milwaukee School of Engineering.  I planned on talking to my advisor Donald Grant before making any business contacts in lieu of publications or deviations to variations.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The third and fourth rendition was a proposal addressed to the Nuclear Management Commission whose contact were members of the Ansoft Corporation which I planned on changing.  The rendition was called Complete Nonlinear Magnetic-Thermal-Stress Design of Radial Field Multipole NdFeB Permanent Magnet Cylinder and had faux dates as references as well as what could be; reference E-Physics Online Help and Simplorer Additional Modules.  The dates indicate who was on the right track but the references were not used prior to the completion of the program Aura. Using the Aura program I created a base line for General Dentistry and Adv. General Dentistry to be completed with more descriptions of material combinations to show effects.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I showed the working program to Kurt a person whom I rented an apartment with on Pine Street in Orono, Maine. I told Kurt I was going to visit Daniel Gardiner a friend from high school who lived just up the street.  Kurt told me about the word amenable which is the equivalent of capable of being and I used the word in one of the renditions.  I wanted to know if Dan talked to Advisor Grant that day about the program so I went up the street to meet him at his rented house.  I was unsure how to proceed on selling the product.  I was planning on showing the program to Deidre Heaton and Heidi Ludwig. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I met with Dan on November 20th at his rented house on Pine Street in Orono at six o'clock. An intruder came into the kitchen. I thought the intruder needed acting lessons since he was doing a repetitive hand shake action to no one while saying mixed greetings all in English. I realized the repetition was a dangerous interaction situation. The intruder grabbed the laptop that had the program and research papers after around 22 rapid greetings and took off.  I felt like I was stunned in the mind.  I don't think I could have done anything about the theft.  I named the thief Doctor Flox right before I lost my memory.  He looks like the character Doctor Flox on Star Trek.  If I am to be the person that people flock for the program explanation he is the repetitious fluent line that zeroed in and dared to cross me. I remember the date because it was my older brothers birthday.&lt;br /&gt;The Aura program had a 'genetic' algorithm embedded for command decisions on interaction of properties.  There we a small number of equations used to define material being described and Ro.  Is Ro the mvcc number or is it a variable?&lt;br /&gt;I remember these incidents now in the early months of 2009. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greg Johnston a person who I rented an apartment with asked me if I ever blacked out before. I told him that my memory of the past seems to be consistent.  I did not believe that I lost any memory. I was angry at the time that my backpack was stolen.  I believed my backpack was stolen because of the math dialect translation for energy thru various phases aka the magic wand translation.  I did not have the memory of designing the Aura program.  Greg Johnston also said Nina Northrup knew me well.&lt;br /&gt;Engines. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dan Gardiner asked if I wanted to take a technical elective with him Thermodynamic Design of Combustion Engines. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nina Northrup visited me at Pine Street in Orono Maine in the fall of 1994 I remember having a hard time reading a thermodynamics book while in her presence. Nina's mother and step father were financial advisors for Bath Iron Works.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nina Northrup asked me to sign a publication contract during Christmas vacation in 1994.  I told her to act as if I did sign it and show me the next step without taking my journal from 1992 &amp;amp; 93 school year.  I told her the contract was about slavery she insisted it was not slavery and that it was a publication contract she told me she would surprise me.  My journal disappeared that night and I had no memory of the journal writings until the spring of 2009.  I was not rewarded.  Jokingly I told Nina to name the book Advanced Thermodynamic Design of Combustion Engines by D. Campbell otherwise known as mfvc or mass flow variable volume constant.  There is a number in which two equations in the book tried to predict.  Those two equations were from class discussion in Introduction to Mechanics stemming from predictions of what the number is.  One equation was derived from cylinder wall viscosity.  The real number can be found as a constant after solving a series of problems and equating the differences to derive the mfvc number.  What the number represents is beyond me at this point in time but it is small and could be an adjustment in the number scale or Ro as defined in Simplorer C13.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Talked to a peer about concept plans for mousetrap vehicle design competition while sitting at the counter in Crosby Laboratory I outlined the math design for the teams car that came in second place a design which was a similar design to the first.  The way I approached the competition was at the last moment.  I neglected my first brake design which I found out later was adequate and designed my teams car with the concept going in that I was going to use pen parts or scavenger method just to have a showing at the competition.  The outline given in class was excellent to come to the first and second place math design conclusions and I wish I made more of an effort in my teams build in writing down my math outline for the superior design rather listen to Jamie who insisted on making rough calculations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Narrated to Dan Gardiner as I typed a variable based thermodynamic design of combustion engines program in the spring of 1995. The textbook was based on earlier equations that I solved from application of laws to volume in Thermodynamics One. There was a class discussion about two statements which were in question if they applied to the program solution. One statement was based on viscosity of cylinder walls which made no sense neither did the other statement. I found the real theoretical solution for the program by analyzing calculations for volume. The result turns out to be the addition of a small number. What that number represents I am not sure. It could be a calibration of the number scale or the size of a matter.  I dubbed the program combustible fluid and elemental life in a typed summary after designing and typing the program. There was a set of equations that describe cohesion in my notes from Thermodynamics One.  I received a (zero) "0' for the program even though working as a group was desirable at the time.  The rules for the project were clarified after the turn in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work Study at Crosby Laboratory&lt;br /&gt;Spring 1995 to Spring 1996&lt;br /&gt;• Prepared multiple experiment apparatuses parts for fabrication that covered various subjects including beam deflection and fluid flow for a mechanical laboratory class.&lt;br /&gt;• Cataloged the distribution of instrumentation and reference materials to students for miscellaneous projects.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a lab session Todd Radowski along with Dan Gardiner and I designed a optimization device for power with circuitry which staged between solar battery wind and motor generation alternating engines to keep the battery charged at a certain level while producing a desired output range for propulsion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Created a device in electrical circuits laboratory.  The original layout was off by one ohm according to my theory so I redesigned the device layout and came to a solution.  If two wires were connected the device would act as a laser.  I talked to the lab director about my theory of memory after the session in how the English language was tied into the description on how the device was built. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to Cutler Health Center to get cure for urinating blood it was like pissing fire Cutler was closed for two weeks and I was in the process of going to Topsham where I was employed for the summer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nina Northrup dated a black man that played the saxophone in a band and was a genius studying biochemistry at the University of Connecticut he committed suicide by jumping off a bridge. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Told my girlfriends father that there was something stewing in my environment I pissed fire and they were trying to cover up a program I had written there were indications from high school that the treatment was heading in the wrong direction and Laura may need a shot I tried to get a cure but the place was shut down and every time I mount effort I get blocked I thought it was a joke inflicted on me for writing combustible fluid we were at the bottom of White Horse in New Hampshire at the time of the discussion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A ladder kicked out beneath me while painting for Admiralty Painting my right leg got stuck between two rungs and I got a scar which was treated by KC Nelson who did not use any alcohol to clean the wound a couple days later I got an ulcer on the head of my dick and my leg had a staph infection so I made a deal with my boss who said he would pay for the appointment if I paid for the medication so I went to Doctor Kanwit and got the cure for the staff infection and when I was about to tell him about the ulcer so I can get a shot he walked out of the room but he said the antibiotic for the staff infection would kill anything dangerous the only thing it would not cure is topical like jock itch so I was dismissed and I went back and reported it to Dewey Nelson "how did everything go" "fine got the cure for the staff infection but clap (slight pause) was not my description five minutes ago it was an ulcer I need a shot to cure for stage three hepatitis also known as gonorrhea looks like Chlamydia to me in the picture book or research that I have done there is a serious cover up in the STD society or just lack of communication or people like calling it different names" &lt;br /&gt;Dewey clapped once "I plan on going over to see Kanwit tomorrow and getting it cleared up not going to take the medication for the staff infection until I get clarification for the ulcer" my capacity to interact was altered during the night. I never made it to the Doctors to get the situation resolved.  I visited the University Cutler Health Center STD Clinic when jock itch was evident and waited for eighteen minutes. No one was around so I went to the store for jock itch stuff for a ring and the shelf was cleared. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After telling Isadora how I envisioned making a program that optimized characteristics for volume she knocked on my door in the middle of the night. I heard her say "sorry for what I am about to do to you" and she took off her clothing and jumped into my bed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed windows that pop out in atmospheric changes such as wood dust combusting or pulled out under forces. Designed efficient right angle material limits rotation gearing for window shades in the summer of 1996 to be enlarged or shrunk for other applications while I was looking at the level of interaction of mechanics designing limit latches and handles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Summarized the elemental chart with four variable pattern equations in the summer of 1996. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Various Employers&lt;br /&gt;1990 to 1997&lt;br /&gt;• Designed and built an elaborate exterior spiral staircase in Chicopee, Massachusetts for my meme and pepe.&lt;br /&gt;• Manufactured countertops and cabinets for Windham Millworks in Maine while working with my father.&lt;br /&gt;• Painted houses for Admiralty Painting in the greater Bath / Brunswick area in Maine while working for Nelson.   "Appearances"&lt;br /&gt;• Worked on many construction sites as a general laborer in Maine for my father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mechanical Laboratory Thermoelectric Cooler Project&lt;br /&gt;Spring 1997&lt;br /&gt;Drew up concept plans for thermoelectric testing designs and procedures in the spring of 1997 for steady state and transient conditions.&lt;br /&gt;• Designed, assembled and tested a transient apparatus in order to determine the relative performance characteristics of a large single-stage thermoelectric cooler.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Senior Design Prototype Piping Flange Project&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eric Weybrant Fall since Fall 1996&lt;br /&gt;Eric Weybrant &amp;amp; Will Meader Spring 1997&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed a pressurized torsion clamp chart for four inch pipe specimens by hand calculations and drawing specifications.  I planned on checking the design with a three dimensional energy solver program that I was in the process of writing in the spring of 1997.&lt;br /&gt;• Contributed to accomplishing the following while collaborating with Bath Iron Works on a continuous student project in order to implement a standard for the testing of piping flanges:&lt;br /&gt;• Improved an existing fatigue test apparatus and rewrote the test procedure.&lt;br /&gt;• Conducted fatigue tests on twelve 304L stainless steel schedule 10 flanged assemblies.&lt;br /&gt;• Determined stress intensification factors, flexibility characteristics and fatigue-life relations for welded neck, socket welded and prototype spin flange assemblies.&lt;br /&gt;• Designed a torsion test apparatus capable of producing 6,000 pound-foot of torque.&lt;br /&gt;• Wrote a tentative test procedure for determining relative rotational slip conditions of prototype spin flanges.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drew up concept plans for thermoelectric testing designs and procedures in the spring of 1997 for steady state and transient conditions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed a pressurized torsion clamp chart for four inch pipe specimens by hand calculations and drawing specifications.  I planned on checking the design with a three dimensional energy solver program that I was in the process of writing in the spring of 1997.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Defined two of six strings for atmosphere based on laws in Devin Alan Merrill heat transfer notes and noted proper ties based on measured and variable areas for substitution for the other four strings to be written top down or bottom up if you are good enough to be attached to the Button program geometry core in the spring of 1997 to check areas of inflection and where the value direction along the combined string during inflection phase shifts to be weighted from mole-chemical from elemental changes down to the radial core which I have developed numerous times to vector analysis tie ins and how far elements have developed and the gravity influence of our planet from weighted adjustments from inertia on the solar system and development of planets to be able to predict and justify what to send to other planets from colors and note the variable frequency equation I wrote on a scrap piece of paper waiting for the right time to continue for recycling and proper returns beyond (universe). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed a neurosurgical program that describes the influences of the operation of tools from a math core derived from the laws of nature and factual geometry measurement from creations of personal choice a design from derived algebra dialects of fact that lead to heavenly bodies called the Button program of my personal choice that lead to understanding of influences like body of heat transfer which is design with a fluid and solid body integration scheme with choices based on laws of balance to be checked with a thermal electrical engineering section developed in an earlier program to check to possibly correct associations to the dialect develop in magnetic thermal stress for fluid integration of solids and fluids and establish viscosity and friction phases of advanced thermodynamics of electrical fluid friction for values extremes in phase propagation for biological development down to the element powered by the calculus integral and the approximation method to check elemental properties associated with the orbital based radial core which was outlined in estimation statement in my heat transfer notes in 1997 and a statement which later developed and taken in the middle of the night at Riverview in 2007 to create stability in the creation of cell structures which is to check the influence of fluids on CBIRTH13 which was established in the earliest solid body interaction program for thermal magnetic stress which will allow the filters to be developed and the reasoning to wait for the incorporation of the variable frequency statement filtered if needed and to check if it is even needed to clear up transmissions within such equipment for the integration of  Temperance to see as the metal feels the flow and why not to constrict certain areas in programs for freedom which is to develop safety precautions in using power statement programming and where to put limits in phases for the flux filtering programming and/or devices from  if there is a need to use it in unknown designs and eliminate unwanted waste and cancer designs and to create safety standards for disposal of medical whatever that would mean developed communications and power applications to be used in the development and design of concurrent energy programs and overall network designs stability based on the laws of nature and body construction for  |Variability| from derivations of math or dialects for flux or freedom of flow the following evening and I was shocked repetitively while we wrote the program at the Student Union at the University of Maine in Orono.  We wrote the initialization values as a chart of integral design where the body of geometry was fist labeled where a previous writing the level of interaction of and for mechanics should be placed which is a free translation with no constraints which I wrote earlier in life in a FORTRAN  language dialect were definition of laws for free flow of SHAPES to values for volume construction understands shock and response to integrate culture.  The 24 (intentionally) mislabeled integers which are actually variables when optimizing assemblies for the proper (factor of safety to be established) minimum geometry for force translations thru energy in the connections between materials for the creation definition values at the beginning of the program were not needed for program to function properly and the value labeling may need to be reassigned in the justification of the three or five types of numbers with no presets but structure based on geometry and the laws of nature.  (we) planned to use the 24 format for a shortcut for problem initiations for (designer only) which will be replaced or merged for blends or marriages of number value in flux of elemental design to make the quality of life better were we are to where werea|1o ties definition to prof-an in language definition which we would switch or replace to improve language communication associations better known in some swing circles as understanding of level of interaction of mechanics we once wrote and the changes yet to come to move forward to improve quality and what it really means to experience other life in appre3ciation of others views of unique experiences that are based on the size of elemental value property measurement issues and types of communication levels that relate to privacy and family matters after I created a proper User Interface to handle volume descriptions.  I never saw the picture demonstration by changing the extension to exe and running the program in the spring of 1997.  I was thinking about naming the program thermal deflection or IV lambda since entities could mislead others impression for fantasy worlds Like stealing memory of personal achievement for profit from a personal view.  The increases in corruption from desire leads to waste that lead back to the four elemental chart function based on value measurement deviations and the one that stands alone yet to develop a pattern from mole-chemical associations that create possible waste and unwanted biological developments like un-curable diseases if they get a hold of this program to changes results and re-sue.  Integers changed to |V| where some else should be definition of various types of numbers and initiations to be cleared standard flux transient onto steady state personal and what freedom really means.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I gave a programming presentation at Bath Iron Works next to someone that looks similar to if not the same person who stole my program Aura in November of 1994. The person I dubbed Dr. Flox who stole my modeling program and faded my memory from repetition mind stew hypnotism. I did not remember the 1994 attack when I visited BIW in 1997 for a presentation on fatigue and torsion testing of four inch diameter pipe specimens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Earned a Bachelor of Science in Mechanical Engineering from the University of Maine at Orono attended from fall 1992 to the spring of 1997 &lt;br /&gt;I only recognized a couple people at the ceremony that graduated in Mechanical Engineering. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Translated the English instruction I wrote in 1993 of the timeclock stopwatch to math in 1997.  My stepfather had possession of the English instruction of the stopclock timewatch which was printed in a HTML textbook.  I translated the English to FORTRAN and I asked my stepfather for the HTML equivalency statements to convert the translation.  The program worked when we checked the timing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was being told what I could prepare for dinner by my mother creating a poor condition.  My mother insisted on no vegetables because my stepfather did not eat vegetables.  I noted she ate tomatoes.  She once told me she was allergic to tomatoes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dated my stepfather’s cousin Jennifer Katherine Williams for about two years after she wrote an inquiry letter aimed at me thru my mother and stepfather.  She just finished two years in the Peace Corps over in Africa when I met her in 1997.  She once said, "I got the job"  I thought she was talking about dating me. "It's all about you" she exclaimed on another occasion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My advisor Professor Grant informed my mother over the phone that there were two translator jobs available between the Navy and Bath Iron Works.  I intended to call Grant for more information about the mediator job.  I wanted to follow up on one of my presentations at Bath Iron Works for factor of safety fluid programming as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had no money in the summer of 1997 and needed a computer to complete my program.  I ended up getting a job stacking food on a pallet and loading the food into trucks from the second largest freezer in the world for three months in Westfield Massachusetts before I got an invitation to apply for a job at a mechanical contracting company.  I made two pages to my resume one that was designs and the other was programs and I had both of them with me at my interview when I mentioned that I was a programmer most of the people at the interview moved to the exit.  I showed Paul Wing the program section to my resume. With what they were offering I figured I would get a few more dollars so I could get a place to stay and a computer to complete my works but my mind was seriously mind stew not too long after from being attacked with sound.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I woke up with Jennifer Katherine Williams I would make statements from a sleep which she did not discuss or argue she rather walked away.  Jennifer foreshadowed my cold relations with people including BG Mechanical employees.  I told my mother and step father not to choose sides between Williams and myself. I wanted them to hear my story before making any rash decisions.  The sound directed at me was increased during this time. At one point I heard whispers for days on end and flashes of my past roll fast by my eyes. I had clear recognition of what the experiences were but with no control of what I saw.  The treatment I experienced was poor before they sent me on my way with no direction.  The situation needed clear discussions rather my mother and step father decided to give me a chaotic order by telling me to move without having housing setup. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BG Mechanical Contractors&lt;br /&gt;6 Second Avenue, Chicopee, Massachusetts 01020&lt;br /&gt;February 1998 to October 1999&lt;br /&gt;• Calculated material, equipment and fixture takeoffs from plans and specifications with Quickpen.&lt;br /&gt;• Gathered bids from subcontractors and quotes from equipment and fixture vendors.&lt;br /&gt;• Produced construction drawings from engineered blueprints and specifications of HVAC and plumbing systems with AutoCAD and PROPIPE.&lt;br /&gt;• Coordinated piping with the architecture as well as the ductwork, fire protection and electrical trades.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I worked at BG Mechanical for twenty months feeling like a drone while people in the environment made little or no attempt for proper interaction before I was released. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got bombarded by sound transmissions during the presidency of George W.  Bush. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Although I did not want to get involved in video games I saw playing EverQuest as an opportunity to reconstruct language and develop my typing skill.  For six years I was addicted to making play suggestions watching the National Football League.  During these years my mind got consistently cranked by transmissions or sounds. Someone rattled my thought process by non stop talking on a separate arch and it drove me loopy because it was full of negative thoughts informing me of people in my past a total opposite of what I perceived.  The talking on the other arch stopped when I caught the person using a word in a manner I objected to.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I pulled a plug out of the middle of my back near my spine it was a conical shape. My back cleared up from blackheads within a week. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a time when a bunch of women’s voices projected "he does not listen to me". I also heard a man coordinating and words that I experienced once before with Aimee Favreau that were now twisted. "Don't make me do it to you too" It was to recognize the person just to be cut off. Then again the person was still cut off if I concentrated on the feeling thoughts or not. What if it was the opposite for the underlying twisted words and what is the opposite. I warned her to say something not knowing which direction to take.  I did not want to lose her thoughts.  Sound was locked out at the ending of the event but my mind was going so fast I needed immediate interaction.  When no one answered I unraveled the twisted story going back into the sound thinking I would make contact with that person.  I went back down into the hole and the sounds started all over again.  Her twisted thoughts were all over the place from where I originally felt the memories so it was a bit of reorganization of where my recognition originally was it was a rapper from our previous encounters when she spoke to me.  Should I follow you like I followed you before?  Listen too &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;IT WAS QUIET BEFORE THE ORCHESTRATION THERE WAS VOLUME CONTROL  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jake Nelson gave me the telephone number for Nina Northrup and I called her. Nina told me that her step father was a jerk to her and her mother.  Nina's stepfather was a millionaire that had my writing in her trunk at his house.  She asked for her father to help with Dental but he would not and called him a jerk.  Nina spent the last few years in the woods of Connecticut with her boyfriend that had lime disease.  Nina recently moved in with her mother in Maryland and she did not feel right touching someone that belonged to someone else.  She always said she falls for the hopeless ones.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got a job designing parts for generators using the program Solid Works at Governors America Corporation for a few months in 2007.  I worked on a linear actuator housing and a throttle body assemblies.  My hair was falling out and my languages disintegrated while my head turned green and treatment worsened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was told to leave where I was living in Springfield, MA without any warning to get my own place in 2007.  Robert Leroy Kenyon the second said Jessica Simpson is smart before I left the house and I wonder where that stray comment came from.  There was excessive noise in my surroundings which made it difficult to make plans for housing.  I got an apartment setup but I figured I would run out of money it was just a matter of time. The location was a vacation spot in the Berkshires and noise was still evident. So I spent most of my time traveling around New England sleeping in hotels. I did not dare go too far into Connecticut because I thought my mind was going to explode near the airport from excessive noise. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mother LeMay-Kenyon denied that she was a judo champ in 1997 which was a sign that she was an agent or she was under a cover. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My story was based on influences during a time where noise in the environment was substantial. Influenced by a street sign with Kenyon on it I went down the dirt path seeking refuge. I then came across a small house with a punching bag on the front porch that reminded me of Nightingale telling me about how her father admired Mohammed Ali. I pulled into the empty driveway in Dresden Maine. A projection device came on showing me cartoons characters in the door window. Someone approached my driver’s side window. I was in the process of leaving when three sheriffs showed up. They detained me and put me in Augusta Maine General rather than letting me go. These events happened rapidly. The Sheriffs did not have a warrant to search my vehicle but did so anyway. A court hearing was held and the doctors and lawyers did not show a reflection of our interaction rather they spoke about medical labels for my condition. I was not taking medication at the time and I had the capacity to tell my story. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was transferred to Riverview after the judicial system failed to represent me properly. While at Riverview I opened another door by teaching myself math again. I wrote mathematical surface area and volume solutions for the doughnut. I then converted the solutions into a radial engine statement around November December 2007. (the engine works three times faster now) During the realization process my languages opened like another rabbit hole swirly and I woke up two days later with the writing torn from the journal and my six pack abs gone soft. I wrote about the incident that got me into the institutional bind factually. The experience wrote out fluently. I unscramble more past experiences by remembering one of my first memories. The adventure was of my family going into our backyard in Chicopee Massachusetts when I was four years old. We were waiting for our father to come home from fishing. I named the writing Catfish and noted that there were a couple areas that were grey but the memory was still there. Given enough time I would be able to uncover my past by journaling. I was going down the path of memory reconstruction. It is we. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Out in the cold my jaw snapped back into position when I woke up in the morning after I thought I froze to death the night before. I was waiting for my bank account to reopen from a deposit after my account was closed. I needed gas for my car and I was hungry. I decided to go to the shelter after my car was towed away until I can get back on my feet and make my own decisions. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I took Christine LeMay-Kenyon off my Medicaid and Medicare emergency contact. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looked into a polished piece of metal and my reflection looked a bit like Jake Nelson and Jack Wallace funny huh November 2008.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to Maine Medical Center seeking a cure for coughing up clear mass and losing twenty five pounds after touching a camera device that I could feel energy emitting from the metal.  I was eating at least two meals a day when I fell ill around the 2009 new year.  The camera could capture something along the lines of a proton.  I am certain the cameras language was Temperance a program that I created when I was younger.  I reconfigured the temperance language to free flow or a setting with no restriction for a clear picture on movement.  I was hastily injected before I could contact the police and I was placed into Spring Harbor Hospital with no respect for my communication skills. While in Spring Harbor Hospital I saw the man who talked to me about hand calculations for hydrology when I was in high school; Auger and the Mole. I had a court date in which the doctors and lawyers lied about our interaction and I was placed into Riverview for 120 days in the early months of 2009. Christine LeMay somehow got back on my emergency contact. On my second court date which was in May I was ordered me to take medication and to be detained for another 60 days after the lawyer neglected to present my case I showed her the day before which was the first time I met the lawyer.  The treatment the Nurse Practitioner prepared for the courtroom order does not reflect my personal interaction in the environment I am being detained in.  My capacity to communicate on even pace and tone gets better the more I interact with a personality which I believe is normal interaction.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once the treatment team made the decision to push medication by setting a court hearing the information review of my past history intensity increased thru sound transmissions passed by the duct work air conditioning system.  The intensity of the sound communication transmissions lessened once medication was ordered.  The medication made me drowsy and it acted as an anti productive agent during the first few days by making me sleep.  Although I interacted on an even pace and tone presenting clear content the Nurse Practitioner changed my medication to Clozapine.  The medication acts as an anti productive agent.  I get the shakes, headaches near my right temple and sleep a lot.  I have to take the medication since it is ordered by the court.  No matter what I say or how I act the medication is enforced and my accomplishments are ignored.  I need refuge from this punishment.  The people in my surroundings tell me how much better I am on medication when they did not know me before hand.  It seems to be a technique of the staff for this environment to push medication while neglecting to describe reasoning of the prescribed treatment in a short concise statement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was detained periodically at hospitals the past few years.  There was transmission of sound thru duct work in which the fluid air carried and repeated information at a constant rate which stopped at the last court hearing.  There was no direct verbal or written acknowledgement of my past accomplishments within this system.  My journals were switched with incomplete copies and I was denied the capacity to retain information on storage medium for computer.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Linguistics!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clozapine (Randy Beal (damaged frontal lobe) and OMNICARE (supplier) thru Shalom House) was labeled as Clozaril.  The fillers in Clozapine gave me post nasal drip which lead to a  bronchial infection which I am being treated for now.  Meds were changed to Syraquil and Hadol remained constant at 5mg thru this trial period.  Pot helps me communicate more effectively and opens airwaves.  Last time I was ill or sick I blacked out and I wonder the true purpose of this treatment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have seen people change or flip in front of my eyes during this voyage or journey and it was an amazing experience.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5th or 6th grade met a guy that looks like the guy that plays on the UNIT he told me not to use the word designer with programmer it will cause trouble.  He looked a lot like Admiral Horatio Nelson.  I, myself am a descendant of Napoleon's parents from Corsica.  I am also a Mohawk Iroquois as labeled by my state license plate as IROKOIS a few years later.  So the question is why did I sign temperance with the letter q.  It was after a letter scramble it was a logical choice for free flow or what my brother suggested p. ,' but where does the flow go?  Flow needs a direction vector or in certain situations freedom without numerical restrictions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amy(dt)-Amiee (ie)  I will fall for you anytime for all is fair in love and war from yellow man that only had a dime and panicked &amp;amp; gave a lame number when all I wanted to do was follow but got a prescription number in return which was not needed nor the coordinated torture to sting like a butterfly and dance like a bee or make a house a home wrapper switch blending shut off for comprehension of linguistics &amp;amp; pattern recognition to the rabbit hole that goes back to natural facts to be a thing of taste in class values adjustments from funding was in chase but Nelson used a remote on my head which led to love &amp;amp; war then Jake took a shot at me &amp;amp; I almost killed him in a flash funny thing is eye saw him in a funny mirror as well as Jack Wallace &amp;amp; Heath Ledger from Napoleon American Express 005&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a mirage full of wonder &amp;amp; I never saw her that day then again what day is it after all perhaps another &amp;amp; the hard switches&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Outlined the characters for Sex in the City when I was a teenager visiting my relatives neighbors&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After I graduated from mechanical engineering I stopped at my Mother's apartment because I was broke and starving.  Her husband showed me a one page letter that his cousin wrote and it appeared that she was hitting on me between the lines.  I did not think he would steer me wrong.  So I thought I would see what was up so I met up with her at her parent's house. I thought she was intelligent but I was not interested.  When I made it evident that I was leaving I felt a huge pulse rip thru my mind.  I asked her if I was going to make it.  She said not a chance but we can make it interesting.  I wish I ran because I blacked out and ended up in a two year relationship in which she did not discuss.  She made statements.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After I was mugged by the police I was detained at Southern Maine Medical Center where a voice who acted like he was a god was speaking to me.  He made an accusation about my actions and I was not laughing when the next thing they used were neurotoxins.  I told the doctor I could act and remain fluent he suggested taking the same pills that Snow suggested I take when I believe none was needed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I was homeless on the streets of Portland Maine I ran into a very cute girl that was about five foot one.  She invited me up to her friend's apartment for a beer.  While sitting across from a table we began twisting our languages.  She blew me a kiss which mended my chapped lips.  She then began to morph turning into her "sister"  or a form which closely resembled her previous form.  She skipped threw two friends during the transformation; Laura &amp;amp; Leah whom I knew back from high school.  She said that she felt bad for me and called me Art's Line.  She then invited me to her girlfriends place in the building.  We raced thru the windy rats maze.  I was keeping up and barely missed the door.  The door was locked and I could hear them talking.  I banged on the door and waited a minute.  She came out and told me she was going home.  So I walked her out of the building and down the street.  This is when I noticed that she had grown.  I was now looking up at her as she moved thru the empty streets at a pace that I could barely keep.  I was slowing her down so I let her go.  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